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i dont want to be positve...

created by: Kitty88 5 years ago



I just don't want to be positive, I'm mad I'm sad. I'm trying to break my cycle, but I'm also forced to. it's dry...I don't want to do this anymore but I'm scared I will if they come available. (pain pills) I am trying to be strong but man it's tough. I'm just over everything. I feel like I'm whining. I hate people that make excuses but here I am doing it. I have been addicted for about 7 years. I can go with out and not have physical withdraws. it really is just a habit.


by: Kitty88 5 years ago
replying to Kitty88

Sounds like you are on the fence about totally committing to recovery. It's so liberating when I committed to not picking up the first one 24 hours at a time or shorter. Alone it's too much for us try getting to some AA/NA meetings and keep checking in with us. We can stay afloat together; alone we sink.


by: anonymous 5 years ago
replying to Kitty88

Did you think your ego would give up that easily?

As you stay aware of the voices inside you, they will become quieter.

Keep it up


by: Gilligan 5 years ago
replying to Kitty88

Did you think your ego would give up that easily?

As you stay aware of the voices inside you, they will become quieter.

Keep it up


by: Gilligan 5 years ago