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Disapponted In Myself!

created by: STAR 4 years, 11 months ago



I have struggled for so long now to stay sober but i keep going back im afraid im going to lose everything and everyone, i embarrase myself and feel disgusted with myself, today is my day 1 and i have panick attacks, feel scared, and ver depressed. Wish you all luck x


by: anonymous 4 years, 11 months ago
replying to anonymous

Your pain is temporary. It will get better. You are not a failure. We are all miracles.


by: SS1986 4 years, 11 months ago
replying to SS1986

Thankyou, i just need to talk to someone i feel like my world is crumbling around me.


by: STAR 4 years, 11 months ago
replying to STAR

Perhaps this is your BOTTOM. Perhaps you will finally realize that you cannot control your addiction by yourself or by will power alone or by your own sense of reasoning. It would help you to realize this, then you will have the necessary humility to ask for HELP THAT WORKS!


by: Clean 4 years, 11 months ago

Stay the course. Go to a meeting. I know that if I isolate it only makes things worse.


by: SS1986 4 years, 11 months ago