I spent a year in therapy and 9 months pregnant. I was so confident that I was done drinking. I have drank every night for the last 5 nights. Nothing ever too crazy but I can feel my temper coming back, mostly due to being hungover. Im so afraid of becoming the person I was before I got sober.
Don’t give up. You can do it, just don’t pick up. Dan
Volunteering for service saved me. 31 years clean...go to a 12 step meeting and stick around after the meeting and help clean up,..will connect you. You need connection desperately. Without a daily recovery program, you still are the person you were before you stopped drinking EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT DRINKING. Get it? All you have done is change the smell of your breath.
If you did without it before you can do it again, you do know this. You are capable and strong, just believe and trust that! You got this