How much pain will I have to endure?

Some time ago I was asked how you can not drink, not even a drop of alcohol? must be very dificult! I thought, I did a retrospective of my life in the active and, to my amazement, I answered: It was not easy to stop drinking, but it was much harder to manage the lies, the suffering, the remorse, the self-pity, the need for approval of all, the fear of tomorrow, the martyrdom of yesterday, dealing with an infinite emptiness, which I thought was solitude, when in fact it was the absence of myself .... To manage all this was very difficult and tiring. I switched only for today not to drink and try to become a better version every day of me. 


To-do:

Try to go as much You can to the meetings of 12 steps, without hurry, without much questioning. The answers will come and the pain will be replaced by a wonderful Peace. I wish you Peace and light