starting over

will they welcome me back at AA after relapse?

Absolutely. Come back. We do not shoot our wounded.

thanks. that helps. I know this is a disease and I'm not bad, just sick

I am just starting too. Good luck to you and keep it up

Never be afraid to go back to AA after a relapse. If AA banned people for relapsing it wouldn't exist. It's very rare that people don't experience at least a few relapses when they start so just dust yourself off and keep going to those meetings.

Thanks everybody. Have been welcomed back. Now I have to get a sponsor.