I was really doing ok. not happy but definitely feeling better. then i picked up that first drink. the second was not my choice th booze was in control by then. man i hate this stuff!
start again .
been there and was mad at myself but I started over and I know not to do it again bcus it'll be the same outcome bullshit .. so start over..
I m 22 days now
thanks 4 th support. congrats on ur sobriety. this is a big big learning lesson
in the big book it talks about how the alcoholic has no control over their first drink. are you going to AA meetings?
not a real fan of aa meetings 2 christian 4 me i will never believe some god is going 2 save me. i would much prefer it saves a 3 yr old leukemia patient instead
Choose your own HP. I'm not a Christian either, but could not make it without meetings (GOD = group of drunks)
many of us have had the same experience and we're all here to help.
I was craving a drink real bad today and when the need was at the peak I talked to myself out loud and said: "make a list of bad things that have happened from drinking and then a list of good things while sober."
that worked for me tonight and is a practice I just learned about on this app. you got this, just find your power and keep us close