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addicted to being addicted

created by: Slyguy606 2 years, 4 months ago



oh how wonderfully sad ,is it not?
how i tell myself every single night "youre wasting your own time,the time you want to spend at home with your fiance,the time you want to spend finishing the 20 projects you started ,the TIME that you complain about wasting clearly isnt helping.
time flies so so fast . my brain feels like its on autopilot. i cant lose my future while i KNOW you have if you stop your $%#T NOW !!

BUT CAN I ? CAN I STOP? HOW WILL I NOT STOP BY THE SPOT ON MY WAY HOME FOR A QUICK HIT.
TELL ME I CAN DO IT , I WANT TO OVERCOME THE FEAR OF *MAYBE* WANTING IT IF I D9NT TAKE IT BEFORE I HEAD HOME.
BECAUSE GOD KNOWS WHEN I ENTER MY HOME AND SEE MY FIANCE THERE HAPPY THAT IM HOME,THEN I KNOW I MADE THE BEST DECISION EVER AND FEEL SO PROUD

yet next night there we are again stopping quick or feeling like it might be bored when home and not being able to hit....


by: anonymous 2 years, 4 months ago
replying to anonymous

Do it. I'm on day 2..I need to know there's hope.


by: anonymous 2 years, 4 months ago