I'm thinking so much that my brain is very tired, 27 days sober. its hard. but I'm trying to be positive and think about all the good in my life. nearly calling my dealer. no no no I have my day planner and holding that in my hand and just ohhhh thinking how awful my life is under influence of drugs and alcohol and I could die. I don't want that. and sometimes its hard to be alone and I just want to shut my mind off. but its better to be alone then in toxic relationship.
The day to day
created by: BoggaStebba 1 year, 10 months ago
it is very hard but just go one day at a time slowly baby steps I've been sober for 145 days and it was very hard in the beginning I wanted it so bad I'm doing it now just get you a meeting
27 days is wonderful! A HUGE success that you can continue. You might expect this next question, can you go to an NA Meeting? You don't have to go this alone. Many would like to support you as do people here. Congratulations on these past 27 days! Keep the good days coming your way by staying the course. You can do it.
Good morning. Well I go to aa meetings and I'm in rehab at daytime, I'm starting 2 level next week and that's going to be for 4 weeks and very good counselling service also, I have never tried na and maybe I try that. but even though I'm doing all this bakkus ( evil) try sometimes to lie to me, juuusssst one only one and nobody is going to find out. for now and those last yes now 4 weeks today he has not gotten completely control over me, then God. I am going to be sober to day, I'm going to be positive and I'm going to as best person that I can be to me and others. I send love and respect to you all.
well done on staying sober!i think wirking through our emotions and feelings dailg really helps.to start of day to day and then make your rountines wider for example weekly.try and organise activities to keep your self busy.