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Almost lapsed

created by: Kanibean 1 week, 4 days ago

3 weeks sober. almost lapsed last night. I always carried around a 24h coin since Nov 1st, and I misplaced it last night. I had a he alcohol bought and at my house, but my anxiety to find my coin as if it would cure the craving overpowered me. I never found the coin, but the search distracted me long enough to build up the will to put myself into bed rather than drink. I'm going to find a new one immediately, though I hope to find the original since my want of it's presence saved me from a lapse

by: Kanibean 1 week, 4 days ago
replying to Kanibean

Interesting. Whatever works. Get a new coin at an AA meeting today. Prayers for you.

by: Grateful 1 week, 3 days ago