Don’t think about whether you are going to get the outcome you want. Substitute serving your will with serving the will of your Higher Power. Your Higher Power's will is for you to be sober, joyous, and free. You accomplish this state of mind sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly by living for a good purpose. Your Higher Power wills that you do the next right thing in this moment to advance the causes of the four absolutes: Honesty, Purity, Unselfishness, and Love. Don't worry about the results because you can’t control them. Don't measure your self worth by results. You are not a failure even if you don't get that job, or leave a large inheritance, or can't pay your bill, or can't save your friend, etc. doing your Higher Power's will eliminates fear.
Say the 3rd step prayer and say "I hereby turn my life and will over to the care of my Higher Power."
A difference maker: https://www.amazon.com/One-Minute-Serenity-Revised-Strategies/dp/B0BNVF9Q44