Don't let a sick mind try to heal a sick mind. It is better that we listen to others and follow a recovery program that has been proven to work. If you allow your self consciousness to make you stay at home and miss support meetings or therapy sessions, you will have only yourself to guide you. If you think you can stay sober by avoiding being with anyone or going anywhere, you are just fooling yourself. Eventually, if you just isolate, you will figure out how to use again by yourself.
Be humble. It's O.K. that you can't heal yourself by yourself; get to a meeting today, call your therapist, talk to your Sponsor.